| it's not like i'm not trying.
perhaps i'm still stuck in the past, thinking i can continue letting my emotions take over my work.
demoralised.
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| i'm happy and sad for the jonghyun and se kyung couple.
happy to see that truly, the boys are growing up.
sad for... key. i have to remind myself that they're best friends. nothing else.
nvm key you've still got me and all the diva fans out there.
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| i kinda wanna get away from my workplace, for a long, long time.
i understood my feelings properly a while back, why i'm not enjoying myself like last time - it's not only because of new people, it's because i don't want to bother working my way up from the bottom again with this set of colleagues.
their recognition isn't really worth gaining.
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| i've come to this point where i've been hurt too much to understand the beauty of things.
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| i thought i was over it already.
such a feeling hasn't been around for so long, it's as though i've outgrown it and became too old to actually be sad over a guy.
i hadn't liked him as much since we split classes. gatherings made my heart skip sometimes but i knew that i wanted him to be my friend because... nothing more can happen.
i'm anticipating ber and him to be together soon, because i knew there was chemistry between them; it will work out.
but i can't help but feel a little bitter that i'm witnessing a fairytale romance in front of me.
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